- Never thought I’d go to a fat-positive clothes swap and feel hated on and get weird strange comments and looks from people, trying to make me feel like shit for going, and calling me skinny and being so body negative. (fyi I’m not skinny at ALL, never have been)
Gotta keep reminding myself I shouldn’t take it personally cause there’s a lot of shit out there trying to make women hate each other and compare and it can get tougher the bigger you are, and I happened to be smaller than her . I try to have a lot of understanding and sympathy cause its a harsh shit world we live in, but still doesnt allow behaviours like that .
Still hurts though .
Especially cause she was white and thought I couldn’t hear her, or she just didn’t give a Fuck . . and kept poisoning the atmosphere with her body negativity .
made me think the event should be called body positive, but then No, cause fat positive works better and gets the point across better, but really, behaviours like that shouldn’t be tolerated.
Especially because after my first clothes swap experience being so good and making me feel so good about myself (people bringing stuff they thought might fit me and it so did, and people being properly body positive, even if I happened to be less fat than them, this shit didnt matter in how they treated me) it just makes it really sad..
Like it was so bad I don’t know when I’ll feel comfortable going to another event like that, if that person’s gonna be there . Fuck . fuck em.